my black notebook

Yesterday I started to write my thoughts down in a black notebook I bought at Barnes & Noble ( I expect some money B&N!) A few of the things I write in my blog will be redundant to me since, well I have already written them down. Something I was thinking today while watching a person arguing their coffee was too hot, was that life, in all its destruction will make you who you are. I say this with THE most compassion knowing a lot of people belive that if they live their world without hate and anger they will become better people, in my own opinion, I see myself becoming stronger and wiser with more darkness looming thru the halls of time. It makes you appriciate the good times a lot more. Why do we as organisms push ourselves thru so much pain, i.e. work, school... I am baffled by the idea. Why don't we live fat and happy all the time? My conclusion is because no matter how hard you try, you want pain to some degree; mostly to prove you are able to stand it.

I leave you with this today, love is made with evol.

Your own worst enemy is yourself.

Running thru days is the worst thing after hunger. Looking back on a week and thinking I dont remember any of what happened. How important is time and what it brings us. Our brains exist for what reason? TO learn and continue our society? Bring yourself once in your life to a point of view of a worm, crawling thru the dirt and creating fertile ground for plants to grow, in a way that worm does a lot more than most people.
I know I will never be able to pursuade the world to think different, but I know what I share with this planet might never be repeated again so I must tell you become what you feel you must become. Listen to your thoughts and remember the worst things that can be said about you is going to be said by you!