my black notebook

Yesterday I started to write my thoughts down in a black notebook I bought at Barnes & Noble ( I expect some money B&N!) A few of the things I write in my blog will be redundant to me since, well I have already written them down. Something I was thinking today while watching a person arguing their coffee was too hot, was that life, in all its destruction will make you who you are. I say this with THE most compassion knowing a lot of people belive that if they live their world without hate and anger they will become better people, in my own opinion, I see myself becoming stronger and wiser with more darkness looming thru the halls of time. It makes you appriciate the good times a lot more. Why do we as organisms push ourselves thru so much pain, i.e. work, school... I am baffled by the idea. Why don't we live fat and happy all the time? My conclusion is because no matter how hard you try, you want pain to some degree; mostly to prove you are able to stand it.

I leave you with this today, love is made with evol.